You Poem by samantha garza

i look at you and only see the hatered that boils inside me.
when you talk to me all i see are the mistakes that i make
no matter what i do nothing seems to get the memory of you out of my head
twisted lies and broken dreams fallow you as you fallow me
nothig seems to stop you from presueing me
you crupted all that was good and kind and pure in me
turned it to anger and hate and bitterness twards not just you but myself
i caint excape the things you do, the thoughts you put into my head
nothing works to get you away so maybe i might just live a semi-normal life.
tears run down my face as i think of all of the things i could have done with my life had i not met you
regret tears at my heart for all of the lost things i could have had
the hope and love i could have given
you think that i should be greatful to you for 'saving me'
think again.
nothing you do to try to make up for lost time will ever amount.
nothing you say will ever even come close to filling the empty whole that you left me after you came into my life.