You And Me Poem by suja nair

Am I thrilled, am I Happy, am I waiting
am I just worried, or is it all in one feeling
When finally dear you said you are coming....
I do want to meet you, but then all the pain
I had felt for you, all the longings I had for you....
Where is all that gone...What has happened to me...

Why do I get scared to meet you,
Why do I feel you should'nt be coming....
I love you dear, and I want you, But then......
Why am I confused, with all my feelings.

This was the day I was waiting for,
This was the moment I was looking forward to,
When finally we shall meet,
But dear then why this confusion......

I have been living with the thought of you,
I have been living with all the feelings about you,
I Loved the times we spent together,
I loved all that we did together,
I loved the memories, I loved every moment with you..

Now, Dear I want you near me, with me, but more so
I want you in my memory, I want you as my dream,
I want you there far away, and want to be longing for you..
I want to feel the pain without you, I want to be waiting for you..
The Pain of Longing and Waiting is the most beautiful
part of love...............and I shall always be waiting.......