You And Me And Me And You Poem by Kieran J1996

my heart beats for you,
only you,
beating in vain,
if only you knew,
every single day,
i see you and pray,
just hopeing,
to hear you say,
I love you dear,
have to have you near,
just want to hear you say it,
the words to my eye would bring a tear,
i wish to god you understood,
mi life hiding beneath this hood,
the only one thing,
i just want to be understood,
for you to listen meens it all,
all i want, my name for you to call,
for my heart and my life indeed,
you simply captured in your enthrall,
i coulnt help it,
byt cupids arrow ive ben hit,
i love you, want you, need you,
my darkended soul you keep forever lit,
what to do?
cos i love you,
but you never notice,
oh, if only you knew,
an yet you dont,
or maybe just wont,
that you are my life,
my secret antidote,
i wish could,
but you never would,
understand how i feel,
hiding beneath this darkened hood,
its not my fault i try to change,
but i know im simply deranged,
i cannot get you off my mind,
my heart's love, remains unchanged,
i cannot deny,
i want you to love i,
but know im pretending,
believing a lie,
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i know you like me,
but what to do,
you like me,
and i like you,
its a secret i have kept,
hidden deep with my heart,
over which i have wept,
the longing huts like poisoned dart,
but i know it could never be,
you and i together,
although i do love thee,
and want to be with you forever,
but im so confused,
how to be sure,
my hearts already bruised,
how bout yours,
i know we both feel the same,
but whateer i say,
just sounds lame,
although i try day after day.
just saying the words,
thinking them just,
painfully hurts,
i want to love you,
always,
heck i already do,
alwayz,
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im sorry to stare,
i dont normally dare,
but just to see you.
simply cos i care,
everyday i cant resist,
even tho i do insist,
the tempation is just too great,
without you i cannot exist,
im am sorry i really am,
i think in this life i am truly damned,
cos although i love you, i dont know if you reciprocate,
the love i have for you, which is why i am damned,
to god i pray,
day afterday,
hoping theres a chance,
that you will say
i love you....
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i will try to find a way,
to tell you how i feel,
to have a chance to say,
my love for you is real,
i dont know how
or even when,
but i love you now,
and i will do then,
no matter what,
others say,
without you, live id not,
for ill love till my very last day,
i dont know if you know,
about all this, me,
but im at an all time low,
if your not with me,
i am proud,
of my love for you,
ill shout it loud,
god, i wish you knew,
i know you love me,
but do you know i love you,
gods let it be,
if only you knew,
if only you knew,
understood,
that i love you,
beneath that datkened hood,
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id do it alldont you see,
for you to say that you love me,
either through text or call,
either way, just let it be,
I wait at the sideline,
Wanting you mine,
Your arm through my own,
Intertwined,
Life I see is not so nice,
But cold and painfull its clear as ice,
Finding love,
The roll of a dice,
Chance and luck,
Just proves life sucks,
Full ive evil,
Mindless crooks,
For if I cant be with you,
Then my remaining hours are few,
Life is worthless,
If only you knew,
We cant be together,
Lovers forever,
So id rather die,
However,
I don't want to leave,
Please do belive,
I want my life with you,
How could I be so naïve?
Im apologizing,
For my heart uprising,
Leaving you alone,
Its not really suprising,
So this is the end,
My heart will not mend,
Im commiting suicide,
My broken heart, transend,
So with these words that say good bye,
I shatter love that never existed, just a lie,
I know know u don't love me,
And so I end it. I die…..
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I never got the chance,
Left it too late,
We never did have our dance,
This loss I hate,
If only I knew, ,
What you were thinking,
I ddint wanna lose you,
Now im only blinking.
I cant comprehend,
What this means,
I loved you till the end,
But im cracking at the seems,
I read the note,
What you sed,
The word of love that u wrote,
And now you are dead,
I cried and cried,
Now im souless,
How you died,
The abruptness,
Im so sorry for what I did,
I never told you the how I felt,
And now in the sorry and pain, amid,
This killer hand been delt,
What di you ever do,
Its all my fault,
I never told you,
And now my hurt burns with corrosive salt,
I cry for our love,
I cry for our loss,
Your heart as ur as a shining white dove,
Ive paid a painful heavy cost,
I pray that you find peace,
Hope you move on,
Even tho your life has ceased,
From thislife that is a con,
I miss you so,
I guess,
Youll never now,
And I regret,
For my evil sin,
I wish to die,
And so I plunge it in,
And leave this life that is a lie,