You Made Me Happy Too, What Is Wrong? Poem by RIC BASTASA

last night you have shown me
everything i love
shall i enumerate all your
body parts
the color and taste
and smell

shall i tell you that i have memorized
every detail
you may tell me i am so sensitive about
those things
parts that bore you since you have them
all the days of your
sad life
sad?

i have quivered in hell
i swallowed every vomit
for each breast and arms and
hair
and lips and tongue
i sighed

you have shown me every part that i am
and honestly
after what happened
i hate to say this
but i had a year and so many years
of regret

it is not me, it was never me
i am never like that
but what can i do
here you are smiling at me
teasing me
and piercing my brain
shouting to the layer of my conscience

you did it man
you did it
stop pretending
you made me happy too
what is wrong?