You're Still In My Head Poem by Anthony Loudin

Its been years now...
Still not a day passes by
you don't cross my mind,
Its as if the more progress I make
the further I fall behind,
I left you,
So I didn't have to feel like this anymore,
Everyday gets worse than before.
Why?
I ask myself that daily,
Why can't you leave forever,
instead of just faintly.
Maybe the choice I chose wasn't for the best.
I cant f**ing sleep
but you seem to get a good nights rest.
I thought leaving you would be the best,
thing for me.
Not knowing how real(reel) the film is
behind the scenes.
All the streams I cried
to fall asleep so I
could keep all these dreams alive
is now haunting me inside
& causing grief
so why
is it all turning my mind
into a tsunami beach
& lock my feet
inside a reef & die?