Your Useless, I'M Fearless. :) Poem by Dayang Nur Syafiqah

What have I done wrong? It took me so damn long.
To realize you were playing your part again.
When is this sorrow going to end?
I'm in the room crying all my way through,
while you're happy you made me fell for you.
Why are you taking chances on me?
Why am i so blind to see?
The truth beneath your eyes,
Deceit beneath your lies.
Sitting in the cafe admiring your russet skin,
Glanced at the smile you've put in the scene.
Should have notice those hidden devil horns,
How much longer will this go on?
You have so many faces,
hard to recognize in every places.
Acting so innocent, feeling exuberance.
But you're a stranger to me, You kept using me.
And I didn't see that, And now I cant turn back.
What a waste of my heart, but this is just the start.
I felt so betrayed, but i didn't loose faith.
These tears may be dropping now, but its tears of regret.
These tears showed me how, not to forget.
The boy that I've forgiven, and made the same mistake again.
Am I that useful to you? Your friend's words are true.
Should have left you the first time you did me wrong.
It's alright, its okay. I will always stay strong.
I wouldn't use you, your useless.
I'll plan a better revenge, I'm fearless, :)