Raquel Hayes

Pain and depression invades your mind.
Lies and deception happens all the time.
Life can seems so frightenly cold.
You may think that life is only one road.
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I am hiding from u.
I am hiding from me.
I am hiding from every thing that makes me weep;
I am scared, i am alone, i have no place that i can really call home.
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I STAYED AROUND BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU'VE BEEN TREATED. I KNOW THAT YOUR LIFE HAVEN'T ALWAYS BEEN EASY.

I KNOW THAT PEOPLE HAVE WALKED OUT ON YOU.
I WAS TRYING TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING NEW.
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I'm in this moment where i am stuck.
I feel hopeless and out of luck.
My soul is tortured.
My heart i weeping.
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when i am down, and feeling like no one cares.
Who can i run to.

When i have no hope and want to hide.
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I've never felt such pain.
Day after day i still don't see your face.
I know u didn't intend to make me hurt, but i do.
My heart has folded it's cpmpletely glued.
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I am forever tortured
My soul is forever burning
My heart is forever broken
My mind is forever yearning
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INSIDE AND OUT YOU ARE THE SAME WAY. SMILING AND LAUGHING BUT MOKING EVERYTHING YOU SEE.

LYING AND SPREADING RUMORS IS THAT ALL YOU KNOW. BEING MALIPUTIVE AND VENDICTIVE, YOU NEED TO LET THAT GO.
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SITTING THINKING THAT ITS OVER
WATCHING LIFE PAST US BY
WANTING TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ALL THE TIMES I CRIED
FOR ALL THE PAIN I SUFFERED
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THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
I CAN'T REALLY EXPLAIN
IT'S LIKE A CAT TOOK MY TONGUE
AND NOW I CAN'T SPEAK.
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WHAT AM I
AM I A BIRD FLYING FREELY, GOING WHERE EVER I CHOOSE,
ARE AM I A WALL STANDING STILL, THAT NEVER MOVES,
AM I AN OCEAN GOING FAR THAT NEVER ENDS, ARE IS THIS SOMETHING I CHOOSE TO JUST PRETEND,
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Really, honestly, what else could i say
what must i do to make you stay.
what can i do to change your mind
I thought that i made your day shine
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don't forget the love we shared
don't forget the love that was once there
don't forget my kiss
don't forget my touch
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KILLING MY INSIDES
DESTROYING MY SOUL
TYING ME DOWN
PLEASE LET ME GO
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I STILL DON'T NO WHAT TO SAY
YOU TELL ME U LOVE ME, BUT DO U REALLY WANT TO STAY
I DON'T WANT U TO STAY, IF U DON'T REALLY WANT TO
MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN, IT'S SOMETHING I'VE WENT THROUGH
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