Ray Mesa

You nervous laughter, It refrains
If for one second it ended, I’d surely go insane
And nothing that’s passed the stars has inspired me before
Till’ I saw a robin passing around the glow
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I was walking home one night
And I feel down a manhole
I screamed until I saw the light
I reached for a hand to save me from the hell hole
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We all gather around, tossing cards, flipping over checkers to make kings
Sit around and talk about all the good old things
I used to be a football star, Jackson used to be a running back
Too bad none of us could last
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Old Friend, My My You've lost it all
Old Friend, Worst of all
You lost me
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Cars speeding in each direction
Some are busy, Some are late
Some are new kids giveing rich impressons
Some are white knuckle deamons filled with resentment and hate
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Writing poetry on sidewalks
and tapping this rhythm to the steps you walked away
Singing sonnets on railroads
and drumming / the number/ of tickets you bought
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You can't eat food on a table with three legs
So my family use it to pile the letters from the bank
And you just can't get jet leg
when you are so below the rank
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Awfull facts, Nooses are tied
This reason, This reason is mine
Simple rules, We wished to fallow
Two little hearts, Kind and hallow
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Tears from a lion
Soldiers in a line
Jungle beast, running free
It's where we go every dream
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I'm locked up in a cage
With a thousand locks
I'm too full of rage
to show you my shock
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The roads are closed
I’m stuck in my car
And in this silence my thoughts arose
My life has been so crippled, so mar
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She's like a barbie doll
She never calls me
But that one day
On some person's grave
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With the turn of a dial a bullet howls through
the skull that once held so many dirty thoughts
In a split secound, you are ruined
Your're stuck in a trap and caught
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Don't ask or complain
You got your gifts
Don't spit so vain
Don't lean into the rift
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I saw a girl today while I was in middle of a yawn
She looked back at me and stuck out her tongue

She stepped over my lawn to say hello
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I won't die untill you apoligize
Won't Die untill you Die
Oh Jesus, Oh Judas
My Moods
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Here I am, in perfect form
Take me or leave me
Grab your cigarettes, you only have 20 minutes
To Burn your life away
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I have this pain
that has no single name
It's existitng and it's remnessing
I just miss, The sudden bliss I got when we screamed
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Sudden excuse
More and more use
For the reason of abuse
Amuse me
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I just can't find a word, I can't find any symbol to explain
This god damn sick and disturbed pain
climbing and swimming in my veins
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