Raymond Valadez Poems

some ppl start at the starting line, while other are not allowed to compete.

out side of the stadium i heard the roar of the crowd.
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Ooh waking dream ooh waking dream
That causes all my agony
I heave with anguish meshed with misery
For your departure like the rapture
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I am bound to your eyes
Entwine by your mind
My soul forever connected to your life
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I had to go trough allot of women to be able to recognize you. I had to kiss so many to understand how you wanted to be kissed. I had to lie to understand what not to keep away and hide. I had to disappoint, only to learn how to make my point. I had to deceive to receive. I had to do all this things so when I met you I wouldn’t do them to you...

I had to learn to write, so I could write to you at night. I had to read allot, For something to talk about. I had to fight my way thru life so I could be brave for you. I had to live life with out you, just so I could meet you. I had to leave women I loved so I could find you. I had to cry I had to destroy I had to hate. I pray one day you might forgive me for being tainted in so many ways, Yes I am guilty of the above just so I could learn your name one day.
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a diamond in the mud. how no one ever saw your shine so no one ever had a lust.
a diamond in the rough. i saw you and believed in you so i gave you all my love.
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i conceal the time i stare at the stars
cant allow the world to discover my love for them
cities shine there lights to dim my loves brightness
but i still steal glimpses..
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I love flowers. I have plucked many daisies only to tear them petal by petal to carelessly discard the stem. I am just a boy trying to become a man. I've fallen in love with a rose. But my dreams will belong to the sunflower. It's said that God is in the details. Than in the details of your creation I found my heaven. Not every flower becomes a rose. Why? Only God knows. And every hour a flower is born but not all become sunflowers.
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i will put on my armor one section at a time.. link my words with my looks.. my looks with my weakness. my courage with my intellect. my path has been layed for me since before i new what a path was. my ancestry calls me to my destiny. greatness bleeds out of my family hemoraging what could of been. i alone see this. i alone understand this. like a warrior on a hopeless charge i will confront the enemy on his ground, pound my will on his existence till he sucums. i fight for my honor, i fight for my success, i fight for my greatness.

take heed in my heart beat.. the rumble of change.. the thump that consumes.. a pulse that cant be denied. life that even when it dies survies for ever to be alive.
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let me whisper my heart to your ear. Allow my words to be the only words you desire to hear. Escape this world please come join me for just one second. Let our passions guides our desires don’t worry about your reasoning.

I haven’t been able to expel your image out of my existence. Eyes that scream I need to be rescued. Everything about you calls out to me. I am compelled to spend my eternity chasing after you for just one embrace, just one gaze, just one kiss. So I could breath in what you exale and allow my body to breath the sweetest air it has ever smelled. Please consent to the dream of waking every morning by your side to witness the emergence of our love.
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ohhh Lord i am tire.... ohh Lord i am tire
i have lived my life with my ambitious and evil desires
as the one motivation that quickly provokes me to expire
ohh Lord ohhh lord i am weary
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