Rebeckah Schroeder

We are only teens,
we don't see life in your eyes,
we have our own personallity,
we have our own opinion,
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This is my favorite poem so far.

I feel an emptiness inside of me,
I feel pain that really isn't there,
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I dont know where I belong,
I dont know what to do,
I am just trying to figure out life
one thing at a time.
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I wake up and look in the mirror,
and Im really not sure who's looking back at me.
My heart is filled with pain,
but I still have a smile on my face.
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I cry in the morning,
I cry at night,
I cry even when I am not crying.
I cry when there are no more tears to cry.
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Yesterday I felt something that I never felt before,
For the first time I felt lonley and depressed.
But today the feeling is gone,
but yet today is the day I have tears.
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I can't do this anymore,
I can't keep living life this way,
I can't find the answers I am looking for,
I can't help but want to runaway.
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They cover,
they hide it,
they lie,
Fake smiles...
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The only one I wanted had to go so fast,
you broke my heart into two as I saw you laying there.
Now as you look upon me you're always in my prayers.
The special one looking down the one who always cares.
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God gave me eyes so I could see,
God gave me legs so I could walk,
God gave me hands so I could feel,
God gave me ears so I could hear,
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People tell you to dream big,
to reach for the stars,
to be who you want to be.
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We all are clueless in a way,
we dont know everything,
we only know somethings.
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Who can smile when there is so much sorrows in the world?
Who can think when there is so much chaos going on?
Who can dream when all the dreams are being wiped away?
Who can live in this messed up world?
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When you're all alone with no one there,
So many things that make you scared,
You think of life,
You think of death,
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I dont know whats happening,
I dont know whats going on,
I dont know whats new,
I thought I knew but I just dont know anymore.
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My thoughts keep me up at night,
my tears put me to sleep,
my dreams wake me up,
after only an hour of sleep.
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My tears will start,
and they wont stop.
They fall from my eyes,
and roll down my cheek.
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It's complicating,
It's confusing,
It's hard,
It's simple.
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You said goodbye to early,
you had to leave so soon,
I said goodbye but you didn't hear me,
The next time I saw you I cried with disbelief.
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I can't cry anymore,
I can't feel my tears,
I can't find them inside of me,
I think I lost my tears.
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