Rhiannon Grohol

I am not sorry and i never will be
You made be angry and i am unforgiving
You say I'm defiant, and maybe i am
But you can't control me, you are not in command
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I want to be remembered
Me, ruler and royalty
Mighty as a lion
A demon of the night
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Yellow stands for happiness
Orange stands for spirit
White can stand for hope
Red can stand for love
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Waiting isn't easy and it isn't always fun
But sometimes it just has to be done
When you're standing in a line
Or sitting all alone, remember
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Every now and then I keep the pain inside
I guess it's just my fears that I am trying to hide
Sometimes the pain is deep
From all that's happening
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Alone is how you feel
You don't know what's your deal
All you know is that you're stressed
And your whole world seems a mess
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You can't close your eyes and you can't go to sleep
Until you make sense of all that is happening
You havn't eaten and you're not going to try
Right now you are doing your best not to cry
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Love isn't beautiful and it's path isn't smooth
Love is cooking and cleaning when you're not in the mood
Love is the yelling, the problems, the fight
Love is still being there, being their light
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You pick a song
You turn it on
Every morning just to get you through the day
Music was the only thing in your life that would ever stay
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i feel this anger coursing through my veins
I hear these voices yelling in my brain
they tell me to do things that i shouldn't do
they're telling me right now to murder you
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They see his scars and think that he is bad
They see tattoos and think that he needs God
When he does well they say that he's a fraud
They push him hard and wonder why he's mad
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You see everyone but no one sees you
You feel alone but there’s nothing you can do
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Seaching for someone
Not knowing where they went
One moment they're there
The next moment vanished
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Your heart was mine
Mine was all yours
but we knew it was time
when you gave yours to her
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I open my eyes to another day
But the pain still hasn't gone away
Why do they hurt me
Why can't they let me be
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Why is no one here for me
When I'm there for everybody
While I am hurting
No one's beside me
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