Ricky Baker Poems
|1.||Anger Buried Deep Inside Me||3/15/2010|
|2.||Believe And You Will Exceed||3/12/2010|
|4.||Could You Be The Only One For Me||2/26/2010|
|5.||Dealing With Depression||3/23/2010|
|6.||Difference Between Friendship/Love||3/8/2010|
|12.||Love Not At First Sight||3/11/2010|
|14.||My Dream Lover||3/15/2010|
|15.||My Faith In You||3/3/2010|
|16.||My Fire Angel||3/12/2010|
|17.||My Heart Is Flowing||5/4/2010|
|20.||Sadness, Emptiness, Confusion Built Up Inside Me||3/8/2010|
|24.||To My Mom||5/7/2010|
|25.||Trusting In You||3/5/2010|
|26.||Why Can'T We Be A Family||3/23/2010|
Dealing With Depression
Depression is being lonely in a room full of people
Depression is being constantly tired but never able to sleep
Depression is longing to be with others yet not being able to cope with company
Depression makes you lose your appetite and eat yourself fat
Depression is smiling to hide the pain inside
Depression is when the soul dies but the body keeps on living
Depression is forgetting who you used to be
Depression is not knowing if you could survive without it
Depression is being sad when nothing is wrong
Depression is not caring whether you live or die
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,
Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?