Rosey Scouthethern

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This is a story
My story! !
Late last year (2011)
I attended a party
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When you look in the mirror
What do you see?
Do you see what you want to be?
Tall, short, fat or thin?
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I remember when you lost your head
Sometimes I wonder how you stay so
sad when you're so beautiful
And I remember every word you said
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I know you want to stay in bed
But it's light outside
It's light outside
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I try so hard to be perfect
but perfect isn't good enough
I've tried to hard, and I've given
up hope. I will leave this world,
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'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come,
your will be done,
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Time, time time, it's a valuable thing
Watching you fall, through the window
I tried so hard,
And fell so far
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And it hurts me to see
what is going on around me
the hurt, the pain
what we go through to
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inside we scram.
I cut down heaps
I bite my lip to stop the scream escape my throat
the silent push down
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The pain
The torture
The jealousy
The guilt
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We kissed, We touched
A strong friendship
that now doesn't mean much
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Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
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Have you ever felt like, nothing will ever get better?
that the whole world will end?
have you ever been in so much pain, that you just want to die?
to curl un in a corner and die?
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See them run
Hear them scream
See the turn of heads,
Hear the smash of
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See the child curled
up in the corner?
Nursing his throbbing head
in one arm, and trying
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This is my confession,

on pen and paper
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Remember the first time you hit?
You were so angry, you nearly missed
but you didn't back down then,
no you just went and took another swing,
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