Rosey Sunshine

Sometimes when I stop
I think of you
How you’re my past
How much I thought I loved you
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i am selfish
i am mistake prone
i am easily emotionaly hurt
i am protective of my heart
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Life’s to short to keep on asking for second chances
So take your chance and give it your all
If it goes wrong.
Life’s to short to cry over wasted time
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No more being someone i am not
No more letting people tell me who i am
No more letting my past controll me
my heart that was once filled with gold is not filled with coal.
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i miss looking in your eyes
i crave your lips
i crave your touch
i throbb for the sound of your fast beating heart
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my heart colder then the surrounding snow
my hear more impenatrable then the thickest ice on a lake
yet still able to be wounded like the blades of skates on the surface of ice
people have tryed to thaw it out but there attempts were like a match in the middle of a blizzard
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I sit here waiting
For guardian angels
For happyness
But never love
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To say and to do
Two very different things
To promise love
And show it right
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A friend from a past
Now together in the present
Hopefully long into the future
I think it’s fait we never forgot
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Im sorry it’s not much but it’s all I have
You have something of mine
It’s cold and mostly hallow
It has become cold and uncaring like ice
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it's time to pick up these feet and find something better to do,
so im putting on my shoes headed out the door
, blinking back tears holding back bad thoughts,
and putting on a big fake grin to trick all the world,
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Since I was small I was told not to cry
Deal with the pain
But don’t cry
Make yourself better
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you say my name
My ears ring as if hearing a song sung by angels
You look in my eyes
My world fades around me
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You see a smile
I feel tears being held back
You see happy
I feel lost
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Some people have mistakes they wish they could take back
But in my mind a mistake made a lesson learned
But every once in a while my thoughts emerge
My mind fills with things I cant take back
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I need pain to know I am alive
To much pain and I will die
To die is to give up
To give up is to show weakness
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When it all started it was me and you
You made me feel like a woman
Took away my blues
You were like a villan
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thank you for everything
thank you for brining a small piece of me back
thank you for helping me be great full for small things
thank you for opening up my sky
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