Sabrina Brown

College means a lot to me
It tells me what I need to see
In life
To help me to get a good job and to persue my dreams
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It seems sometimes I wonder how true would it be.
But he's the one who I can really see.
He's the one who wipes my tears away when I am down.
But he's the only one who's really around for me.
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I used to feel like school wasn't for me
Nobody finished so I didn't want to start
My mom was lost so I didn't have a heart
True story
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These words do not lie
So talk to me
Without smiling
Hug me
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I know sometimes I wonder,
how true would it be?
but she's the only one that's true to me.
I might feel like i'm happy but sometimes i'm sad
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IT WAS ALWAYS A TIME WHEN I LEARNED HOW TO RHYME BUT ONLY GOD COULD HELP ME
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I WOULDN'T BUT IT WAS SO TRUE THAT I COULDN'T
IN MY LIFE I LEARNED HOW TO RELY ON JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE HE WAS MY ONLY HOPE
IT WAS LIKE A ROPE TIED TO MY NECK BECAUSE HE TAUGHT MY HOW TO DO BETTER
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I luv her so much,
I always liked her touch
Sometimes I wish I could see her even if I just meet her.
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I notice I should leave stuff to God
but when I do it feels like he never answers.
But I realize that he answer when its the right time
so I can't say God is it really mine when I open my mouth I wonder
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Life is so hard,
But I wonder why to make things possible
I try not to cry but why?
I tell people no when they ask questions,
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There was a shadow behind me
And I knew that I was grimy
So I wanted to know who it was
I turned around and looked
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I been wondering am I loved or am I just here so u can get attention,
Am I the only one that's being treated like this or should I feel like a statue.
Maybe not a statue cause u just won't let me stay still.
So let me wonder more should I be aloud to hang around people because of what they might do,
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Maybe if my tears
Were 10 times stronger
Being myself wouldn't be so painful
Or maybe if I've focused on myself
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So once upon a time
I wasn't the way I am today
And I remember the one thing grandma used to always say
Was to pray
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Poetry was like the way I feel you have felt,
But even though you felt it there was no help,
And
No matter how many times you cried didn't mean everything was alright,
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Maybe if I dressed differently you wouldn't pay attention to me
Or how about black eyeliner
Hair spiked up
Would you even notice me?
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And my souls remixed

SHH be quiet
The same thing he said the day before it was over
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