Scarlet ..... Poems

Sitting in the corner
in the hallway of hell
afraid of the door
...

I just don't know anymore
if its worth it
just to see if it gets better
all the pain
...

with a simple hello
my heart was I my throat
my stomach was doing flips
I was so nervous
...

words
I’ve read so many before
but never any that made me feel like this
I’ve read words from so many different people
...

I don’t give two shits anymore
all I want to do is die
that is all I wish for at night
is to die
...

All gone
those dreams of being a child
all gone
those dreams of happiness
...

who am i kidding
who could want me
who would ever accept me
why do I have to be me
...

There is no place like home
that's what people always say
well, what if you don't have a home?
only a house
...

why don’t I
just
give in
into this
...

why am I never enough?
why is it that anything I do is never right?
...