Seamus Shaneous

how much i really miss you
i could count a million ways
i don't get to see you much
but i'm thinking everyday
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god please forgive me for the things that i do
the ways i live life and the paths that i choose
for the people i see that are left for the grave
for the one love i lost and the girls that i've played
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love. what is love?
love is a mystery and it sits on its own
i don't trust people but i hate being alone
after she leaves you will lay there and moan
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Life's getting harder from day to day
i'm running short of theories, i hate it this way
i wish it were different, i'm feeling so poor
this hard work isn't paying, can't do it nomore
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Daddy, Daddy, where are you?
I need you here with me
You said that you weren’t going far
But it’s you I cannot see
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Don’t ever fear the worst
Just get it off your chest
No one is fearless with everything
You can only do your best
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I can’t believe you’re gone
You’ve left me for a year
Without your eyes, I’m going blind
I’m blurring from all the tears
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Up on a bridge looking all the way down
Wondering if I jump could I float to the ground
The flow of the wind is such a beautiful sound
Up on a bridge looking all the way down
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Standing on the pitcher's mound with dirt from head to toe
The game is on the line right now and adrenaline begins to flow
I hear them cheering strike him out, I hear them scream home run
My father was so proud of me, I ranked out number one
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when i think of who i love
your the first one on my mind
i've had lust, crushes, and one night stands
but there's nothing like you out there to find
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I'm coming to the end of the road
I never do anything right
I've crashed, burned, and fell apart
Yet I still continue to fight
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I pretend I'm glad you left
the walls closed around my mind
What dumb thoughts were in my brain?
How could i have been that blind?
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S is for the sadness in life that I have felt
H is for the hardships and pain that I was dealt
A is for the alliances that were broken over years
N is for the neglect and all the worthless tears
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these thoughts are coming back
they downright plauge my mind
they haunt me like the black of night
solutions are hard to find
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Pain
It’s all I deal with now
Suffer
It leaves me asking how
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love. what is love?
love is a mistery and it sits on its own
i don't trust people but i hate being alone
after she leaves you will lay there and moan
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I don’t know what to say
I don’t know how to feel
Until I see your face again
My broken heart will never heal
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