Sean Skinner (The Affection and Abandonment Excerpt, pt. 1) Poems

When the tide is crashing
And the sun recedes
The shadow comes slashing
For the blood that feeds
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Piercing language and dejecting sights
Fearing anguish on dubious nights
Relieve my doubts and inhibitions
My terror bouts and premonitions
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There is a man in a parallel tunnel to mine
He carries beside him a lantern with such great shine
The walls are clear to him, his surroundings brightly lit
He sees all the bumps, all the cracks, all the pits
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Blackened and blue from the start
A three-clawed scar across my heart
So shot and crippled from abuse
I can not move, I have no use
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In the darkness a silhouette reveals
My sanctuary breeds new company
The field of solitude grows in appeal
Days of seclusion are now done for me
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In the summer heat
All by my lonesome
A romancer beat
But not quite loathsome
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If I could write all the words I think
With a waterfall of flowing ink
All the thoughts of doubt and frustration
Of lost whereabouts and exploration
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To ease the plight
Light and ignite
The thoughtful fuse
One not to lose
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I stood unashamed by my relentless pursuit last year
'Til you whispered you never meant this into my ear
Don't say it's tired and senseless to shed a tear
When I've lost a chance at ardent bliss with my endeared
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Buried deep in the ground, refusing to provide a service
Perfectly dormant, leaving all my appeal on the surface
That is what you will stumble upon, mistaking it for me
Failing to realize so many faults are to accompany
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