Slim Jim

Sometimes I feel my life’s just a big nightmare
Sometimes I wish I could stand up to my greatest fear
Sometimes I wish it all were new
Sometimes I wish it were happening to you
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Blades are berried into my skin
Now the only question is who will win
This fight
To save my life
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Why am I Crying
Why am I Trying
I wish I was fine
But inside I am dieing
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I dare you to speak the words you do everyday
I dare you to say them to my face in the same way
I dare you to live your life in great fear
I dare you to close your eyes and try not to here
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I'ts what we do, it's what we know
I'ts what we know, that we don't show
I'ts who we are, it's what we fear
I'ts what we listen to, and still don't hear
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Behind this smile is a face full of tears
Built up from sorrow through out the years
Sobbing and weeping more and more
Behind fake windows and locked doors
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Its time to look forward
Its time to move on
Its time to let go of the past
And realize it is gone.
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I remember when life was a cliff to climb
I remember when I left it all behind
I remember the days when I had my world torn apart
Like a bomb exploding from within my heart
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Light.
The light of heaven,
So bright, so bright,
Follow the light.
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First name Slim
Last name Jim
I never once was
Or will be again
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My heart is cut open by the lies of a thousand knives
Blood pools around it and floods over the sides
Who am I kidding
With this life unforgiving
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The shadow of my time
Keeps every thing in line
I Know that it's not real
But this is how I feel
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The screams and whispers, all go away
The silence is finally here to stay
The long nights we stayed up
And never even drank from the cup
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My life's a high speed chase
I'm never going to win the race
Every where I go, every day every place
This time clock keeps ticking in my face
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I was always there for you, a shoulder you could cry on
A friend you'd rely on
And it's a shame I couldn't see
That you were never there for me
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My beauty a far
I have let you go
I have sealed shut my doors
And left you in the snow
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I'm coming to take your life away
I'm coming back so you can't stay
I'm coming back to town,
If you want to live don't stick around.
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A young girls mother
Was talking to her father
Who had finally broke down and cried
The night that grandpa died
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These are my clouds of gray,
I've called them out here today,
You're the reason
I keep drinking
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I was searching for a cloud high and full of rain,
I was by myself going against the grain,
Searching for the sun that hides behind each day,
Searching for a reason and the right words to say.
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