Carry On Poem by Victoria Ayres

Hoping for the truth
Recieving a thousand lies
I thought this was love
But it was a disguise
For the hate that you all feel for me
Trying to become
Who you never want to be
Afraid to overcome
Any obstacle that comes your way
Maybe you can change my mind
try tomorrow, it's too late today
I know that sometimes mistakes are made
No one knows when or why
All you know right now is that
you're too sad to cry
And althought it makes no sense at all
I know i don't want to fall
Deeper into this mess you call
I ignore the ringing in my ears
You are all that i fear
Although no one can compete
And all of you makes me complete
I know one day this will be gone
But i will carry on.