Killing Me Softly Poem by Miss Tee

'You' are always on your mind...
Always has been been about you...
What YOU want, what YOU need..what YOU expect...
will it always be about you?
(sigh) To love you is a tragedy.
A waste of energy, and quite frankly of time.
Your presence is a virus that infiltrates and numbs the soul.
Its a painful experience to know you.
Heaven only knows what others see in you.
Hiding and concealing your true self, almost like a cobra waiting to strike -
waiting for the opportunity to hit hard and watch your victim fall...
Causing more harm than good, with all your 'good intentions'...pff..
if only others knew....
My soul is exhausted..from being around your negative energy;
from listening to you speak with such malice...
I cannot be around you any longer...one minute more and all hell shall break loose...I shall scream out in frustration...and all the dislike I've kept to myself shall be released...
Got me carrying a baggage with me...always with me...
and hating every minute of it...
Just depressing me and letting me down every minute of every day...
I'm waiting to exhale, and let these thoughts that I'm pondering let me be...
Perhaps find solid ground under my feet once again,
let my mind go free and stop the nonsense surrounding me.