Stay Poem by Rhea Topacio

here i am again, wondering on how things have been
changing minds, changing roads, but you and I konw are still JUST so close
so close to everything anyone could ever think of
Crossroads of UNCOMPROMISED lies and truths in one
we do not know whats happening or even what the future holds,
but EVERYTHING is still being said and done
I know you don't want it but one thing is for sure,
I WISH YOU DO, YOU TRULY DO, so i won't have to let you go.
Things have to change, and decisions have to be made
I never asked for this, but this is the road I have to take.
I've been back and forth holding on to you.
I'm done with waiting, im sorry even though I love you.
This is how much i feel for you..I feel you, but i love myself too.
I can't wait no longer than today..
it is you that i want, I know you know it but I have to respect what you want for yourself too.
It is not me, I have to accept.
I am but JUST a someone you want to share your days and nights with.
JUST THAT SOMEONE, you wanna cry with.
JUST THAT SOMEONE to keep up with you....
JUST THAT SOMEONE.

i wish you can read my mind and heart all at once
so you'd know ive been bending and i can't stand
my heart is breaking everytime i pull away
but you are not there to REALLY make me stay.