The Only One... Poem by A Thousand Splendid Suns

You have abandoned me…And I am lost now.
I need someone to hold my hand, to guide me through this hateful world
You have betrayed me…And I am alone now.
I only had you, and you promised you won’t leave!
I knew you would leave, just like everyone else…
Your footprints are still in my heart….while theirs are not…
I’m tired of looking for you everywhere and keep coming back with nothing…
I have lost hope, and I’m starting to give up…
I’m looking up ways to slowly, harmlessly end my life…
I can only call you the angel of my sorrow…