Emptiness is what I feel.
Confusion is what I see.
Sadness is what is washing over me.
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Questions And A Answer.
Emptiness is what I feel.
Confusion is what I see.
Sadness is what is washing over me.
The longing to belong or to belong for the longing.
My mind is blank. Numbness filling me.
Questioning, I ask myself what do I want?
Silence.
I hear no answer. No echo. Nothing.
Indecisiveness, doubt, confusion.
Words that all of my senses can feel, touch and hear.
It feeds the numbness, growing with every thought.
Why?
Questioning, I ask myself why? What do I want?
Confusion seeps into my vision of thought.
Why keep asking? Nobody gives me the answer.
My chest feels like it is crushed.
Why?
Silence,
I gaze into my reflection. Staring in silence.
Searching, feeling, wishing.
My eyes widen as I let out a breath of relief.
The corners of my lips turn upwards,
I found my answer. My lips form the words into a sentence.
The answer that nobody can give me, only I can.
“Only you matter. Love thyself before loving or hating the world.”