Steven Stocker

Selfish me, oh selfish me
Have you ever ignored your dignity?
Pride locked away, swallowed the key, patiently wait and hope to see
all the fears you've kept inside, the memories you hide, unleashed one day for all to see.
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Inspiration these days is long gone and lost
tucked away with my drive and the problems ive crossed.
I'm just a picky eater, so my salads aren't tossed
go on and f*** with me, cuz one day i'll be your boss.
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The realization that you need to take a break
The numbing sensation you feel every day
The money you spend and the time that you waste
The friends you have lost and the ones you've replaced
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I'm seeing the colors in the sky
and all the lies that I would hide behind
Its up to you to close your eyes
either way you'll see through my disguise
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I cant rap, I cant rhyme, although I do it all the time.
I'm blessed with this life, but i waste it like a crime
I'm selfless with possessions, its yours not mine
I'm under the impression that I'm missing all the signs
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Life is pretty bad, in fact I hope to die.
Please just cross my heart, stick a needle in my eye
Hold my breath everyday, manage to survive
Or stop my veins from pulsating, I'm about to get up and try.
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I feel so old, I feel dead inside
But I'm so young I know I've got time
its all become a routine with me

You would come by and purr like a cat
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