Teasia Ruffin Poems

Every morning the pain consumes the little sanity I have
It's like falling deeper and deeper into complete darkness
What's the use of trying to get up?
Everything I do knocks me right back down
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Where has my life gone?
Where have I gone?
Life is moving on without me
No more holding my hand
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We both have thought about surrendering
Its not the answer
We've been hurting eachother a lot lately
I hate it with all my soul
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Sometimes I really have to stop and think
Sometimes I wonder why im not allowed
If you want to be my friend
Why are you doing this
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You are the hero in my life
You've saved me so many times
You are always there for me
My life is so different because of you
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Things sometime upset me, and you dont notice
I want nothing more than for you to be happy
I come for you, and then you black out
Im sorry I dont always notice the obvious
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Stay by my side forever and ever
You cant ever leave me, never
Remember that I will always be there
So sleep peacefully with nothing to fear
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I wanna be free
But my heart wont let me
It wants to continue beating
Even though its struggling to keep a steady beat
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This is a new feeling of sorrow
That I have never experienced before
It hurts but on the inside
It's like my insides are slowly dying painfully
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I dont even know how to feel right now
It feels like iv been kicked in the face
How could you?
I thought you meant it when you said you could never lie to me
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