Temperance Joy

I thought of you today.
I thought of you and ran away.
Away from the pain,
away from the tears.
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Homesick.
What is home?
Where the heart is.
I have no heart.
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Your lies
Are revealed
My fate
Finally sealed
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Save tonight
For it may be the last
Our love and our dreams
Will soon be in the past
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A dream interrupted, a love not shown.
Leads to the pain I fear has grown.
Nothing can stop me cause no one will see,
The pain and guilt my past has brought me.
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A cut was made.
Just a scar remains.
One after another.
Leaves behind bloody stains.
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Failed love letters.
A ring on a chain.
Fingers laced together
In the cold pouring rain.
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Staring out my window,
Safe here from the rain
Sitting on my bed.
Never safe from the pain.
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Its time to say goodbye
You've found someone
And for you I'll try
To find someone
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Forgiven but not forgotten
The deed is never undone
Sometimes i wonder if
My battles were ever won.
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I'm the music in your earbuds
In the headphones, sending subliminal messages through your ears
I'm always there
I'm the spirit that makes you move to the beat whatever it may be
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They judge me.
Watch me as I walk
Eavesdropp as I talk.
They hear it and they gossip
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'He touched me.'
A painfull realization.
For a child,
A forbidden conversation.
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Drugs can destroy a family
Even worse
Destroy a life.
Scary. The difference just one choice can make.
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Trust in your heart.
i did, but It was torn from my chest.
'you'll be fine' they say. 'you're strong' 'this is what's best'.
I hope and i pray that at last i'll be saved.
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