Tessa Richardson

Please don't walk away
I'm in such pain today
I know how mad you are
I know how sad you are
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Falling from love with broken wings,
nothing to be said but hurtful things.
Silence falls heavily like a storm cloud,
and here needs the adage: 'Silence is loud, '
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A darkness surrounds,
And I become lost in it.
I feel consumed by its suddenness.
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Paint me black
paint me white
paint me however the hell you like
but inside i'm still just the same
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Such a heartless event
calls for a toast,
that you could leave me
and cast me into darkness
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Why repeat what you said before?
I'm not a hopeless, helpless who.re!
You hide behind a closed door,
I hide by Mom, nothing more.
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They all know it's just a mask
seeing my clothes, but they don't ask.
Why hide the other side of me?
Whats the point, of not wanting to be?
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Every time this happens
She asks herself 'why me? '
Its terrible to see
Such a beautiful girl used.
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A sun setting over a blank horizon.
A moon eclipse with powers strenghtened.
A mage awaiting the Darkness's arrival.
A spell cast, A spell failed.
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Losing a friend, is like losing fingers
its part of you and you bleed too.
With a guilty sensation that constantly lingers
like losing fingers, it hurts.
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From her back grow tattered wings
Thru glistening eyes you see vicious things.
You see her sufferings, her hurt and pain
and that all she died for had been in vane.
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O so desperately in love am I
Is my love so deeply in its bloom?
O my heart cries out, I can't lie
But you can't see it, you write my doom.
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A knife in my hand
cuts on my wrists.
Its only what it looks like,
no more jists.
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I thank-you my friend
for understanding I can't find elsewhere
Although I near my bitter end,
I hope you understand this letter.
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My time grows short, my darkling.
My heart suffers like moon's shadows.
I dream not of our painted memories,
I no longer remember anything between us.
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So here is where I lay broken
By so many words left unspoken
They think that I can be repaired
When my thoughts and feelings lay so bared
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Hell is treading at my heel
So much affecting what I feel.
The pain is just so so right, so real!
So here I stand at heavens gate
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Forever in your arms I'll be
Safely under lock and key
With you I hide the beast in me
I keep it where only you can see.
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Somewhere in my mind
the ghosts of my past haunt me.
Love had left me behind,
and Its power continues to taunt me.
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