The runner who hides
Biography of The runner who hides
My poems are 100 % mine.I write my own poems.Im a teenager.Whose been dealt a shitty hand.I write because I don't want people to feel sorry for me.If I told people these things that I write about they would feel sorry for me.The truth is if I wasn't put through half the stuff I was I wouldn't be emotionally strong.But on the other hand I would learn to love people, Not get scared when it comes to saying I love you to the people I care about.
The runner who hides's Works:
The runner who hides Poems
Dear suicide, Your on my mind Day or night When life sucks you could be by my side
Happy Birthday 5-28-08 Dedicated to: My mom A day to Celebrate The day you came into this crazy and chaotic world
Pain is love Love is pain Pain is the thought of you The thought of you makes me wanna cry
You’re my bestfriend, and I miss you I never want to lose touch because you mean so much I miss seeing your face, talking over the phone is just not the same
Abuse 3-6-08 Abuse is all around me Abuse is what I used to get Abuse is when you used me
A broken Family
She has brown hair with a little wave She can always be found hanging with the boys playing in the mud wearing her blue jeans
How May times to I have to lose you to realize your not coming back How many times do I need to cry for you and how many times do I need to pretend you didn’t love cocaine more that us kids before I realize it’s true.
Scared of love
2/4/08 I’m scared to love you I’m scared you’ll leave Every time I say those three words someone always leaves
Escape 5-15-08 Escape from these walls Escape from this mind A place where dreams shit the bed
8-10-08 Just a peeping tom I watch myself glide through life with A broken heart and tears on a pillow
The foster kid
The foster kid tells herself things will get better but she hides her disappointment when things go wrong. She tells herself blowing up is just an emotion
Falling against my face And brushing against my check It's cold and wet
Music 9-7-08 Music is the back round noise in my life Music’s in my soul Lyrics memorized
your life mattered
Your Life Mattered 10/4/08 I still needed you I hate you was what I said I hated the pain you caused
How May times to I have to lose you to realize your not coming back
How many times do I need to cry for you and how many times do I need to pretend you didn’t love cocaine more that us kids before I realize it’s true.
How long will it take to forget you hurt me?
How long will it take to convince myself I’m nothing like you, even though I look in the mirror and I see more of you then I want to.
Why wouldn’t you love me like I loved you and why didn’t you see how much you hurt me