Tina MacAdam Poems

Here is a little something I wrote while sitting here crying. This is something that I do not mind if you share with anyone else. This is the last thing that will happen to me or affect me in any way. I am done. Thank you for being there when I needed an ear. thank you for being there when I didnt have anyone else. Thank you for never judging me and for always being honest. I hope you have someone as good as you to do the same in your times of need.
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a swing
empty
rusting
abandoned
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A whisper in your ear in the dark
A feeling deep down inside
A moment of weakness
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A dark, deep cavernous hole is where your lost
distant from all that matters to you any more
all of the evils you have faced are there with you
teasing and tormenting you, clawing and reaching for you
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The only day worth living is today.
Not yesterday or tomorrow.
Yesterday may have been a bad day or filled with heartaches. Tomorrow may bring you a whole new world of problems.
But today is always a good day.
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I see the world in various shades of grey
The bright vibrant colors have vanished
The sun has become nothing more than a memory
Along with the warmth it leaves on everything it touches
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flip the coin. heads or tails? roll the dice, does your number come up? nothing is certain. nothing is guaranteed. life is a gamble. its a risk. its alot of things. but one thing it is not is permanent. you could wake up tomorrow to find everything and everyone you know is gone. you could wake up tomorrow and everything could be different. providing you wake up at all. you have choices, but you never know if they are the right ones. sometimes they are, and sometimes you wish you had chose differently.

flip the coin
roll the dice
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A closed door
between me and the world
blocking everything out
keeping other things in
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