Victor Henderson

In silence I hear the call,
In despair I free fall,
Clinging to the hope that lights my existence,
In darkness I see the light,
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They will never know how much I hurt,
How much I burn,
They will never know how hard I work to stay good and sane,
How much I want to numb the pain,
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Feelings wash over me like waves
Have you ever felt this way,

At times I feel there's something keeping me from sleep
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I'm afraid of going any deeper,
I'm afraid of going any darker,
I'm afraid of what you'll see,
I'm afraid I might not be living,
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I can feel the problem
but cant see it
I know I shouldn't have it
But can't remove it
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Why do we lie why do we hurt each other,
When all we want is to be loved by another,
We try to run and hide what we feel inside,
We read books we watch movies each telling us a different story,
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