Late night T.V.,
Is what I look forward to.
These days.
The rest of my time,
...
All I have are problems.
My life is a big problem.
I'm quick to start problems.
...
What do I want in life?
I just wanna get my kicks,
and that’s
that.
...
I liked the idea of you.
You ruined my idea of you.
I had a romantisized idea of you.
...
Half-heartedly writing.
I'd still like some CREDIT!
Pat me on the back!
...
I Give Up.
I give up.
I have nothing of value.
And no one to keep me company.
I long for something,
anything, to give my life meaning.
But I push everything,
and everyone away,
without a second thought.
I don't even have myself.
I've had millions of chances,
to have happiness,
but I turned my back upon them.
And I'm oblivious as to why.
How pathetic is that?
I don't even understand myself,
and that's the worst part.