Try again to kiss me,
But this time try be gentle,
Try to feel me in your heart.
A memory sentimental.
...
frustration, anger; hate yet impassioned murder
filled with love, yet unbearable pleasure
at the sight of his naked scarred boddy drenched in red
disfigured, cut and entrailed,
...
My life i've copied down with much regret
of losing summer's shine or love forget
Knowing days have passed where deep beneath myself
The essensce of me hides away from light
...
Grieved at how inadequate my life seems
Unable to smile at the simplest of things,
Where love is present only imagination I see
Blinded to light damned to a dark eternity.
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Your skin on top of my baby soft innocence
Your evil eyes my tender dress you caress
Breathing hard as you dug down deep
I scream and yell still harder you keep.
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She's cried herself to sleep again
Her own December rain
Her unsure self upon her face
The evidence of pain
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