Your Pusha

I hate you for loving me
I hate you for making me need you
I hate you for making me want you
I hate you for making me love you
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I tell you now in the beginning so you know from the start.
I promise to love you with everything I am with my whole heart.
Not just a piece, not just a little, but with every inch of my heart.

Know I won't lie to you I won't hurt you, my love, Ill never pretend.
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How do you feel please tell me I need to know
Do you know your feelings inside
Do you know if I should still try
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I hope she loves you more then me
I hope she is everything you need
I hope she is more then I could be
I hope she fulfills your every need 
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I miss you
I see your face and can't help but love you
I love you so much I love you even though you've hurt me so
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Remember the beautiful night we spent
Figueroa you are the one I'll never forget
When I was holding kissing dancing with you
Forever I knew in my heart that I would love you
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I sit here feeling broken
With my heart upon my shelve
You are going back to her
From me you now leave
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Hold my face close to yours
Kiss my mouth like never before
Make love to me with all you are
Make me feel it deep in my soul
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Today I tell myself this
Today is the last day I will cry for you
Today is the last day I will admit I love you
Today is the last day I will admit I miss you
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Hold my face close to yours
Kiss my mouth like never before
Make love to me with all you are
Make me feel it deep in my soul
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Sometimes I think and feel consumed by every thought in my head then nothing at all.
I stare blankly at the ceiling and try to not have a single thought but at last I do fall.
Short of pretending I know nothing or feel anything in this broken heart of mine.
It still beats now, focus breathe, maybe one day it won't hurt to recall and I would be fine.
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Back and forth
Back and forth
As the waves of the sea
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I promise to tell you I love you everyday
Let nothing come between us in anyway 

I promise to Kiss you every time we part 
Whether its goodbye or just goodnight 
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How my heart, it hurts. 
Deep in my soul I ache. 
The pain radiates throughout my body
And I am weak. 
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The morning sun shines though the window glass 
I left my eyes towards the sky and to God I begin to ask
Dear God please help what is the path I should take 
Should I keep this life this love this man or forsake
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I hope when you read this poem,
That you will hurt and feel my pain.
I hope, truely, for you all the happiness.
Even though thats the hardest thing to say.
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I would have never given up on us.
I would have never walked away.
I would have done everything.
If only you would promise that'd you would stay.
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You are my love
You make my fire 
You are the burn
Of my true desire
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You are the dream that I keep dreaming
A grand castle upon the sand
A white knight standing beside me 
With Tiffany upon my hand 
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Death you are my friend
I turn to you in my deepest sorrows 
I ask of you to tell me the truth
Will this hurt ever end
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