Accidental Emo Poems

All this time I've been here.
Sittin and wastin, standin and hopin
that you'd come back.
But knowin this hope will be wasted..
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I guess if I visit your heart,
I'd found myself but livin with other girls.
I'm not sad but glad,
Because I know this is your world..
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I wonder how long I can keep my mask,
This is not the real me who's pretendin.
It's not surprise that you never ask,
All because I'm workin too well on actin.
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After all this times we used to have,
the promises he made me to believe,
now it's all broke, and he leaves.
He left, left me with memories.
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I'd live as you never existed,
Hear as I'm not listenin,
See but not lookin,
Sense but not feelin.
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I don't mind losin my blood, you know?
If I can turn the pain into pleasure,
It'd flows with joy even though it gets destroyed,
But I don't have any choices.
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I sat down in a place
where everyone have gone far away.
Now I don't have to be okay,
I should be free after today.
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One day lover, unexpected to be my favourite.
Before the day ends, I made a wish:
Wish I can live my life in this moment
and put this end to where my life ends.
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I might as well be a good actor,
Pretending that I'm fine.
But who would know everyday I'm weaker,
Sometimes think of suicide.
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I don't want to hear, I don't want to care!
But I can't help it you're walking away.
I want to follow, I want to chase,
But I cannot lift my legs up the stairs.
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