Alexander Zabalza

I acted like I did not see anything to protect myself.
I did not speak up because I did not want to lose what we had
I turn the other way, not to see the pain you are causing me
I close my eyes so I can have the strength to fight for you
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You made me believe in love once again
after years of thinking love did not exist
I can see in your beautiful brown eyes the real beauty of life
I wish I could kiss those lips so I could taste a white soul
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A rose to forget
On this beautiful day
I will give you a rose
A rose to forget
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I was bullied seen I was four years old, a kid with no childhood, a kid who nobody understood. I still remember all those words they told me. They become scars that never heal. The purge of suicides came to my head at 5 years old I attempted my first suicides nobody knows about, but just the scars were there. I heard voices in my head. Do it? A white light came to take the knife away. I woke up as if nothing had happened. Life doesn't get better if you don't get up and fight for yourself because nobody will
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You told me to let's be friends. How can we be friends when you ran so far from me? Now I see you like a red moon
who messed up in this friendship? I know I did. I have fallen for you from the beginning. Now, how about you speak your mind, my little red rose to tell me to go if you did not what to see me or talk to me so I can forget, but what does it mean when you say let's just be friend, and you stop talking to me did you fall for me like I have for you and you did know it or did you mess up and played with me, and you won to claim your prize and move on my little red rose I forgive you its time for me to move on
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I love I cry I hate for love
I done I was I did for love
I saw I life for one love
now were love took my life not heaven only hell but I see her happy from the out side
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In Life it hard to find the right one
But you tell me you scared to fall in love
I don't know what you been through
I don't care what he did to make you feel scared
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They see me like an angel
But I see myself as a human that has a lesson to teach
Those who see me like a stranger
I'm a fun person with an illusion
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i guess love does not have rule book
maybe i will write my own for my first love
i remember i fell for you in the first look
i think you were sent from the guy of above
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Te digo gracias desde mi corazón
mis amigos me disen por que te dijo gracias Despues que me rompiste mi corazon
Te dijo gracias por hacerme feliz sin ser Mía
Te digo gracias por ser mis Días mejor con tu sonrisa
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I fell for you thru a screen
one HELLO change my life
it could not have been seen
but I what to make you my wife
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Under those stars i meet the real you
We got in the top of my car and talk about us
I could not stop looking at your eyes because it was giving me clues
About our future success and our biggest mess
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What if it is not an option? It is just a word that tells you; you can't do it. Get up and do it. If you have failed, get up again and make your dreams come true. What if it is just another way to say I failed
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Who believes in love? Love is real, or is love fake? If love is real, why is there a war in the world? Why are neighbors VS neighbors, friends VS FRIENDS, Family VS family, streets VS streets, and nations VS nation? Spilling blood every day or love is fake like the adults say we teenagers love with our eyes, not our hearts. I ask myself, has anybody in this world have ever love with their heart? We humans rise, will never know because we can say I love you we can act like we love someone, but we will never love with the heart because our heart is an organ, not something that says I LOVE YOU
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If I die tomorrow
I what you to be the
Last person I see
If I die tomorrow
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What if I never meet you? Who will I be?
What if I never ask you out? Will we still be friends?
What if I never confess my love to you? Will you still talk to me?
What if I never got in love with you? Will I have wrote all these songs and poems for you?
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You're so beautiful that the stars reflect your beauty, and when you cry it rains,
when you smile the sun shines like your beautiful smile.
When you are in love, the birds sing your beautiful name; when you are mad, you can hear thunder. When you are sad, flowers die, but when you are happy, flowers bloom. I know you may not love me. Still, every time I see the stars at night, I see your beautiful face. The wind tells me your story. I know when you look at the moon because it reflects your beautiful smile.
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Todo empezó con un Hola
Pero todo terminó sin un Adios
Mejor te dejo sola
Para que tu oigas esos radios
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Dear suicide
I know I told you I would be with you tonight
But a white shadow told me not to go
He told me to close my eyes, and my memories would explain it all.
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