Biography of alley 091
Some people take a lifetime just finding out who they are. This is something I struggle with everyday. But as each day goes by, I see a little part of me reveal itself. I can be goofy, serious, blunt, mysterious, shy, and sometimes I may not shut up (when I'm ranting) . All in all, I am me. Whoever that is... :)
I guess you can say, I'm different. The life I live has molded me into this totally unordinary, 'which cave did you crawl out of? ! ', 'where the hell did that thing come from? ! ', kinda girl. Which I believe isn't such a bad thing. As for the drugs and booze, it's all behind me. I'm retired. At the age of 16? You'd think I'm lying... but I'm not. My mind has aged too fast. Like a fine wine, it's bittersweet. In the inside, I'm not a this naive teen. My age is an issue, which has been a bit of my downfall. My childhood's a blur. I've been living the life of an adult for too long. Sometimes you've gotta grow up before your time, just to survive in the world you live in, which has no place for a child.
There are times where I don't think before I speak. Not sure if it's a bad thing. Don't get me wrong. I'm not inconsiderate about anyone's feelings. It may seems that way, but it's not true. When I say something... I mean it. Why lie? I'd rather be passive as hell than lie. If you want to sweep my off my feet... grab a broom. Fair warning, it's not easy. My heart is like the sword of camelot... is your name King arthur?
What's my idea of fun nowadays? Surf is awesome. Espically when the waves wash away your stress. Drumming is a passion, and so is messing with a guitar. The government is my biggest foe. Well, just most of the people in it. So, talking about your foe helps you feel much better. Debates are my thing. Fun, fun, fun! Chatting away till you fall asleep... well that's reserved for my lovers and friends. Breaking small rules, the thrill is a blessing... but nothing too big, where you can't talk your way out of the situation. Star gazing... now there's something good for your eyes. Sitting on a roof top with a few of your friends. That's more of my idea of a Romantic evening. haha... yes. Fun, fun, fun!
alley 091's Works:
alley 091 Poems
Loss, Lost, Lust
I was lost 6 months ago It was lust that drove my soul I couldn't controll... what happened that night
Losing The Love Battle
I keep telling myself it's not love it's just a simple crush it's just simply lust I've been holding these
Love Leaves Battlescars
Don't be afraid of walking away put the past behind some things HAVE to change It may hurt but time heals It'll be just another battlescar
Just Too Much
You say I am weak? ! You would be weak too if you've been through the things that I've been through
E Y E W A T E R
Where do tears come from right before they leave your eyes? Do they come from the heart? or a secret place in the mind?
We said our hellos, but not goodbyes. I was waiting for you to speak that night. You stared, yet ignored. I felt as small as the grass beneath my fingers. You told
When I experinced this for the first time... I thought I was going crazy. I dreamt about you every night. You haunted my thoughts even in daylight.
Imagine.... Not a single speck of blue in the sky. Imagine... The sun flashing single rays of light.
Finally I am home.... all alone with no one to look at no busy bodies running around no noisey people
I'M Letting You Go
These words i speak taste oh so bitter Sweet love of mine I'm sorry I can not give what you patiently seek. My heart has bled, my heart is weak.
When I think about you, my heart just breaks. Or atleast I think it does, my heart just aches. When I see how happy you are, I must admit. I ask myself, will I find happiness?
He Left Me In The Dark.
He left as fast as he came What's left? Only sad memories I can't say that I am changed. but he did take a little part of me...
You dont bother me... Go ahead and find someone I can do the same You dont trouble me
Peace And Love
my words are not of anger my words are not of hate my words are not of evil but of love, purity, and sweet sayin'
We All Change
I know now... that not one person can stay the same
From the looks to the attitude... that one person has changed
They've either been beaten or tainted... by reality
We all have...
which is why I say
through the years not one person can stay the same
Their words, thoughts, and feelings have changed
They've either been mocked or made fun of by society