Biography of amanda garcia
Well, I have been cutting for 4 years and just starting writing like 2 years ago. Because I felt like no one else understood me if I talked. So I decided to start writing poetry so they could at least try to understand me. Also I felt like I had no body to talk to so I wrote to myself or pretended like the paper was a person and just wrote everything that was on my mind. And I felt like the world was off of my shoulders. And I loved to share so I could be inspiration to other people to let them know that they are not alone. I stopped for a while, and my life went down hill, I started cutting worse and worse and I shut down whenever someone tried to tak to me about my problems. I am now 15 years old and about to turn 16 in January... And I fell like everyone is against me and I dont know what to do...
amanda garcia's Works:
amanda garcia Poems
I Want To But Never Can
I want to go far and beyond But cant I want to be free But I am contained
Racing Thoughts, All The Time
These racing thoughts in my head Wont let me have peace in my own bed! I just want to sleep I just want to die.
Faith Is A Hard Thing To Come By
Faith is a hard thing to come by You only have but one chance in life, To prove
My Heart Is Somewhat Like Jail...
My heart is somewhat like a jail. Locks all my true feelings inside So I can never say how I truely feel It let me lie to others and to my self
If you knew my pain If you knew my story If you only understood my thought process.. Maybe then you would know why
Life Is A Game I Can Never Win...
Why does the world go on without me? I want to catch up[ but it wont let me. I am stuck in a never ending cycle, I am still on phase one
I'M Blowing It To Smitherines
I am blowing it all To smitherines My lies have their own personalities Wasting my energy trying to figure this shit out.
Reality Is An Unbendable Hoop
Sitting Face blank Mind in the phase of nonreality I cant stay
Anxiety Racing thoughts Demented minds This happens all the time
My Life Is Not What It Appears To Be..
My life is not what it appears to be I may look cool and I go hard But on the inside I hate life because I am in it.
I Want To But Never Can
I want to go far and beyond
I want to be free
But I am contained
I want to complain outloud
But I will be judged
By people who are
Worse off in life than Iwill ever be