It started out simple,
Like something new,
I left my safe temple
To go and find you.
...
It slowly eats me from the inside
Twisting and churning my feelings
Teasing me to the point of insanity
I cry out in pain
...
My pain seeps through me like a bleeding heart,
Spreading through my veins, let the depression start.
My being has been shreded, split right in two.
My love cannot imagine a life without you.
...
My conscience slowed down
and my feelings became numb
in this boring day.
Boy, I would like to go home
...
Dying,
I
Lay in the depths of darkness
Alone and crying.
...