What does it mean to be raped?
Force to do it even when you say no.
The power of ones force against you.
Im so angry.
Im hurt aswell.
But admist all of this I am lost.
This is the only thing I have known.
Pain choas and disaster.
Most of it inflicted by others.
But through what others did to me.
Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the glisten as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
Flowers on a grave.
Fake and real.
This death was no fake it was all but real.
The ground above people sit and cry.
I havent a reason to live.
So my life I do now give.
Pills knife rope.
I dont give a damn how you cope
Sometimes I'm a loser yes I am
sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I don't really know...
what I am to say...
Now the time has come.
When its time for me to say goodbye.
It is not with pleasure that I go.
I just wanted to put an end.