To the one I miss so much.
Grandad my best friend
Your life was a love.
Your smile always shining.... more »
God took you home to day.
It seems a life time ago.
Your loving laughter has gone.
God took you back home.... more »
I must leave you all now
Not for the short term.
Its for the long term.
Its forever.... more »
Im a missfit of life.
Never had nowhere to belong.
Argue with every1
this was my way.... more »
I will die tonight
Oh yes I will
I'm going to leave
Leave all my pain behind.... more »
Im about to walk through death
Through another door of life.
A diffent lane to walk.... more »
How they mess with my head.
Flashbacks go away.
Please stop this mental tourture.... more »
Justice is bollocks.
Never existed for me.
In my case it dont exist.... more »
I tried to kill my self a few nights ago
I cut my Wrists
And tied a loose around my neck.
Still I did not succeed... more »
If only walls could have eyes.
Or even gaps in between.
You would be able to spy
And get a glimpse of me... more »
I have gone now
I took the plunge
And did it a while Ago.
I dont no where Ill be now... more »
Im on my way out of the world.
Now I did take the pills
And took the razor to my wrists.
I decided I wanted out of this world.... more »
Just what am supposed to do?
How am I supposed to make it clear?
When will you understand?
Will you ever let me go?... more »
Why must you Tell me this?
The same thing day in day out.
Just snap out of it.
Its easier said than done.... more »
The pain of abuse
Has never gone away for me.
It has stayed with me everyday.
I may as well still be... more »
I feel like a girl broken.
I no im broken in my heart.
Why do I feel this way.
I would love to no.... more »
The key to my emotions is lost.
I lost the key years ago.
Shut down all my feelings.
Now noone can hurt me again.... more »
So here I am saying goodbye.
As my life has taken its final twist.
As I decide I can not go on no more.
I find myself saying goodbye.... more »
I burnt myself again.
The pong of the rotten smell.
The flames seep my skin.
Burning like a fire.... more »
Why does life have to be so cruel.?
Why is there so much evil that lurks?
Why does my life have no meaning?... more »
If only I could talk to the bastards.
That raped me time and time again.
I would tell them this.... more »
I hear you talking to me again.
Your talking to me as the wind whispers.
Still I hear your gruffly voice.
It was your fualt you made me do it.... more »
What the heck is it with you?
Why cant you see things like I do?
I see it all so very clear.
Its all clearer by the day.... more »
Some one please help please.
Please listen to my pleas.
Please listen to my cries.... more »
Please hear my cries.
Im screaming inside.
Im so desperste.
With no one to listen to me.... more »
I am nothing but a broken soul.
Where I had a load of shit through out my life.
I want my life back.
I want to controll my life once more.... more »
As I grow my set of wings to fly.
Please dont question why.
Im sorry I couldnt say goodbye.... more »
Some bastards are immoral.
Rapists and pedophiles.
Are they more than immoral?
Yes they are.... more »
This is It
Here and now.
Its the end for me.
This is to be the last goodbye.... more »
Heard it many times.
Heard it said before.
'your living on borrowed Time'... more »
I shall never give in.
For as long as the choice is mine.
I shant end it all.
Now I've found a bit of fight.... more »
I will make you all pay.
Victory will be mine one day.
And then I will of made all of you pay.
Victory will be mine.... more »
Did you ever care?
Did you ever give a shit.
You never gave it a second thought.... more »
Today is just not my day.
How long do I have to pay?
I no longer wish to stay.
I always have to pay.... more »
With a slish and a slash.
My wrists pour of blood.
Blood surrounds me.
My emotions are free.... more »
Dont ask for my forgiveness.
Dont say youll wait for it.
Becuase I shall tell you.
This only once.... more »
Red deep and red angry red.
For her eyes only see the anger thats around her.
Blue for the thousands of tears cried.
Black for the despair and depression life brings her way.
Red is all she sees.
For the anger that fills her within.
Anger that has lived for so long.
While she trys to figure where it went wrong.
Blue for the tears.
Tears that will not fall.
There no water fall.
Blak for the dispare and depression.
That life has brought her way.
I'm sorry but I have to go now.
I refuse to live a life of bollocks.
I aint gonna live in pain.
Bollocks to those who think I should live.
I was born to be used.
I was born to be a tourtured soul.
I was born to be abused and attacked.
I was born for others pleasure.