Biography of Apphia Grimonia
My name is Apphia Tendahal and born in 1989.Grimonia was my confirmation name. I've 4 siblings and I'm the youngest. I grew up in a modest family. My father was a religious man, so that makes people thought that my family was perfect. What they saw was faked because we’ve been through a lot of problems that will make them speechless if they know. I and my brothers really gave a rough time to our parents. Regret was the last thing we done after being so fool.
As I grew up, time taught me everything well but problem became difficult. I’m glad that I had changed. But sadly, it seems my brothers not changed so well. My guilt towards my parents grew. With all the things that I’ve done and I’ve been through, I walk with pain and regret. There’s no one seems to understand what I'm try to reveal. Besides that, telling them is not satisfying me. It’s still had boundaries.
So then, it was on 2003 where I started to write a poem. I don’t know what brought me to write but I suddenly love it and it comforts me. I can reveal all my feelings, my thought and what’s going on with my life. The fact, there is no boundaries between pen and paper. From that moment, my pen and my paper became my best friend to vent everything.
Apphia Grimonia Poems
Will You Be Mine?
If I make you laugh everyday Will you be mine? If
He's Gone; Who's He?
I was sitting outside my house When suddenly my friend came running towards me Breathing heavily with eyes full of anxious Something's going wrong I guess
The Very Hard Time
Sometimes it felt cold in a summer day As the memories blown far away And tears seems to be so funny When it fell with a smile on my face
He Kept On Praying
He is suffering His heart was struggling Seeing his wife crying In night while he was praying.
May be I'm bad Saying all that hurting kind of thing But do you know How hurt i am pretending to be that way.
What Tomorrow Will Bring?
What tomorrow will bring? Bright light, bright smile, bright future There're all we hope. What tomorrow will bring?
My Mind Won'T Stop Thinking Of You
It's late at night I tried to lay my head on my pillow But it hurt so much that I cannot bear My mind won't stop thinking of you.
I Would Not Fear
I would not fear to laugh with you Won't even fear to hug you tight I would not fear to show you courage Even my eyes will rain someday.
We Do Have A Secret
There'll be a time I'll watch you smiling Standing right next to her With you wearing your black new suits
They Don'T Know
What I wrote Surely, no one will understand Why? 'Cause they don't know
Grief About Past Lives.
Old life Fell like a leaves Dry and gone Be blown by a breeze.
My Heart Is Not Cold, It's Just Broken
My heart is not cold It's just broken Someone had gave it back to me With scar that can't be heal.
There's Only Me
While watching the days pass Waiting for a better life Wondering what tomorrow bring Hoping seems to be frustrating.
Without Him, There Will Be Nothing
As I'm sitting here The ceremony then begin With white clothes he wearing Humbleness shown.
He's Gone; Who's He?
I was sitting outside my house
When suddenly my friend came running towards me
Breathing heavily with eyes full of anxious
Something's going wrong I guess
With a rushing heart beat she say
Who is he?
Consciousness filled in my head
I keep quiet while my heart beat so fast