ashley roberts Poems

I think about more than i forget
Upset that i live only on a regreat
I elect a lie to become a defective truth
Then blow it up and blow this roof
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To be honest with you nothing seems worth it anymore
I got a fist full of hate and a heart that's hit the floor
i don't want to fight someone who i only adore
but letting out my rage seems to be the only cure
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Is there Telephone In Heaven
A laptop to say hello on
A postman to bring you my letters
Or a smile from you to keep me strong
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My lines are like a map or rap schematics
solving my lifes issues is in synthetics not genetics
Meet my family and see why my blood is so thin
I fight my demons to hold my own, not to win
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I'm trying to put into words the pain that i feel
I just can't seem to speak with the locked seal
I can't seem to explain that the pain is just to much
That is why it is locked away out of reach and touch
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Every person who wants power is at war

For any power that could give control Evan more
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i am reaching out for love when theres nothing else left
i am refusing to give in when i know this is not my best
this hurt i feel it hurts more than anyone could ever guessed
i know if my heart was to beat it would shatter my chest
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i`m not ready for the world outside

you said you would take care of me
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the hurt around me i did not fear at all

i always knew i could take that fall
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I have reached out in so many ways
For help to save me from the hurt and hate
Noone helped nothing took place
So i`m saying this to the human race
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