Life keeps spinning me different ways,
chipping at my past dismay,
making me realize I will be okay, and
that maybe one day, what I mean I won't be afraid... more »
The way I am,
is not who I used to be,
if you can understand, I will help you to see.... more »
You've crawled beneath my skin, pealing at my
insecurities, it makes me feel kind of thin, as you
infect my thoughts with you like some kind
of disease.... more »
Trying to get by, trying to wait,
for you and I don't know
why, but to me you seem so great,... more »
A perfect dream,
in the darkest of nights,
no fainted screams,
everything so right.... more »
He's easy on the eyes, but when he looks at me, i shake all over inside.
He's got the sexiest lips, and when he kisses me, its the sweetest thing that's my heart doing filps.
He's got the strongest ...... more »
The whirl wind begins, my eyes won't close to blink, falling deeper again, while my mind continues to think.
Is this even real? He's back but not so much, could i make myself deal, when i hunger for...... more »
Love is about mistakes,
but you get through them,
you give and you take, its like a beautiful rose
with a broken stem. its not perfect,... more »
He walks through my life with ease, never talks,
knowing im only here to please.
Body a mystery of rips, eyes clouded with shadows of play,
the sweetest wine ive sipped, in his warmth i dream... more »
No matter how much we feel, the love i have for you has always been real. No matter how much we try to deny, and how much our lives pass us by, i know ill always ask why.
Even though im broke apart,...... more »
I observe these shadows that float through life,
I hear the screams as some turn to the knife.
I clutch my knees on the bank of a river,
I feel the breath of death, it makes me shiver.... more »
Sometimes I feel like I'm a tight coil,
my springs keep squeaking telling me to unfoil,
to destroy the life I've made, and just let it spoil,
because everywhere I turn there's this ugly turmoil.... more »
Her hands bound tightly with ropes, her back tied up to the stake,
everything drained, all the hopes, please tell me
that this is all fake!
Being accused from someone saying one word,... more »
I'm ready to cut, push the knife on thru, the door in my mind slammed
shut, i keep hearing you say, 'I love you.' i'm slipping, you stole it all... more »
i see her face and her eyes so blue,
i can hear her innocent voice telling me, 'I love you.'... more »
i'm lying here, i might be dead, now i can hear, lies is all you've said.
love, i just want to see you and sit next to you, i want your arms tightly... more »
I see your face, it looks grey and grave, you smile in fake white lace, to
my heart sadness you gave. I walk down these worn tracks, that trains... more »
My heart is hurting me so bad, i've lost a friend to pills, i'm overcome
with this feelings of sad, as i know, maybe soon, her loving heart will... more »
This cold settles over my soul, i swear its not my fault, i'm losing control,
no more will i say a word, i'll bottle everything inside a mental vault. i'm... more »
What do i have to freaking do?
i go rounds with people but nothings
true, inside and out i just think about you.... more »
A place so old but yet so new, a place i used to live in a house of blue.
in the front yard i used to play, i used to ride around the block, in the... more »
My pain drips, like a broken faucet, my heart rips, and i know ive lost it.
I can feel the dark shadow of past and present, it is waiting to... more »
Down this dark road i run, and i swear this time im really done. I can't
deal with this stress, being jealous of your girl-friends, and i must... more »
A million thoughts, crowd in mind, always wondering, if I’m letting
Myself be blind.
Confusing reality with a made up illusion,... more »
Sadness licks at the edges of my brain, your words flow throughout my veins, bringing to my face the color of shame, making me wonder if this love, to you, is just a game.
Before we came together ...... more »
Driving my car, just cruising, as my heart scars and starts bruising.
Every time I blink, I see your face, then about you I think, and
My heart begins to race.
Such impact, a heavy force, praying...... more »
Hel p me get to know you, help me understand, I know I truly love you,
But the new you I can’t comprehend. I know the feelings there,
I can feel it when we speak, when your eyes lock and stare, ...... more »
I got a b**ch that wants to fight me, her husband who wanted me,
the same man who was once mine, once upon a time, where
life was perfect and fine.
A guy that plays on my emotions like a guitar, ...... more »
i cant see thru u, like someone i dont care to know, its making me
question if ur being true, becuz a completely differend side your beginning to
show. i dont want to leave, but im falling back ...... more »
babee i want you to take me away, because with you i want to stay,
forever entangled in you and where on your bed we always lay, not... more »
i held a conversation with you the other day, and everywhere ive gone
ive heard your name, ive remembered the words you used to say, and... more »
it feels like everything is coming apart, and sometimes i cant even feel
the beat of my heart. which really scares me at times, and it feels i cant... more »
My stomach feels sick, why am I here? I didn't wish for this, a new kind of fear.
What's going to happen to us? Why is it that you do not care? Compromising my trust, as if, for you, I'm not always ...... more »
we r the used n the abused,2 girls completely lost, too dazed n confused, to
pull it all off, we r the sisters n the friends, we make the blisters, then brake
until we bend. we r the ones u dream to love, the ones you hate to think of, as
we all look to the sky wondering whats hiding above. we r the tears that burn
ur eyes, we r the thorns on a rose, we r ur screams n cries, we r the
disposed. we r the pain in ur hearts, we r the ones tainted n stained, we will
brake u apart, we r the healing rain. we r ur stars, we mezmerize ur thoughts, ...
I've screwed up again, now i gotta let you go, i'm becoming lost in my
darkness within, and the hatred wants to show.
-I blew it
I know this is the end, you say you love me as a friend, my mind collides
with the floor and my tears descend, no ones around, no longer will i