beautiful imperfection Poems
|41.||To My Best Friend||8/22/2007|
|42.||You Left Me Here Alone...||7/7/2007|
|43.||Two Men, Two Titles||7/2/2007|
|44.||Don'T You Remember?||7/4/2007|
|45.||Her Pain Is Slowly Fading Away||8/22/2007|
|46.||Blaming You Doesn'T Get Me Very Far||9/1/2007|
|47.||I Miss You.||9/28/2008|
|48.||Free To Be||7/30/2007|
|49.||Save Me Please||7/2/2007|
|50.||Cousins Are Sometimes The Best Friends You Could Ask For||8/21/2007|
|51.||Depression Creeps Upon You So Slowly That Sometimes You Don'T Even Know It's There||7/30/2007|
|53.||The Point Of No Return||3/29/2008|
|56.||You Never Walked Away...||9/1/2007|
|57.||Your Words Decieve...||7/7/2007|
|58.||Why Do I Do These Things I Do?||11/12/2007|
|60.||Caught Up In The Drama That Surrounds Everyday Life||8/22/2007|
|61.||My Best Friend Is Also My Hero||8/21/2007|
|63.||Let Me Be Me, Give Me That Chance||7/30/2007|
Let Me Be Me, Give Me That Chance
I tell myself not to hide,
but then you come along
and my true self is deprived
I think to myself, 'I'll do better next time'
but you come along again
and take over my mind.
How do you do this?
take over my life?
making me miss
all my goals
I'm not myself
I'm beaten with poles.
Why do you have so much control?
I worry about pleasing you
and become the bad girl.
I'm never myself whenever you're around
and all it's doing
is pushing me to the ground.
I feel so insecure
whenever I'm with you
and I'm sure
Why is it so hard
for me to break free
of all these chains and burdens
Everyone says 'just be yourself'
but it's not all that easy.
I want to blend in,
I try so hard to please.
I have a million masks