Im so angry.
Im hurt aswell.
But admist all of this I am lost.
Lost for I know not what to do.
Nothing seems to turn out for the best,
Even with all the rest.
I hurt each new day.
Worse than the day before.
And wonder what is all this pain for?
If this is the way.
The way I was meant to live my life.
Then god can have it back.