Yogi! why are you so much pessimistic. Be optimistic. You are a good poet. You may get death at any time but you are not going to get this life, I repeat this life, again. No doubt death is not the end and it is transformation of one foem of life into another. But this life too may be made attractive. I am also a tired man, tired of my life, too; but when I see my grand children I wish to live because I love them and they love me too. Love may be with any one. Look for some one who loves you, love him and wish to live.