Biography of Bleeding Willow
Well my name is Jennifer call me Jen
im 15 i write to express myself an pretty much i want to become a writer im currently am writeing a book so i guess if i keep trying then i may become one.
i have a pretty hard life well very hard so what you read will mostly be depressing so yeah sorry if its not what u want to read.
im a recovering cutter- i stoped cutting myself last year from all the pain i had to endure at home, school an out in public- i was bullied talked about i was told about this site from my therapist she said this site is basicley a group of people who express themselves in there poetry an the people who read it can tell u how they relate. so thus its leading me to do this i like this site so far an its helping me relate my life into my writeing so i hope u enjoy it
:) peace, love, an blood
Bleeding Willow's Works:
well im on the verge of writeing one soo yeah ha
Bleeding Willow Poems
The Girl That No One Knew
You say she is happy but really she's not you say she always has a smile that lasts awhile
you used me i think? i still hold that question to this day all the things of what we had, could of had, did have, you gave up while i still tried
Why Does This Happen To Me?
Why do you beat me, slap me, call me names call me fat say that if i dont change how i look soon no one will want anything of that Say that im worthless crap
It Makes Me Sick
It crushes me to see it I try to keep a smile Even though it doesn't even last a while knowing I will never Have you the thought makes me sick each wakeing moment when you leave I'm watching the clock tick
Will i stay or will i go thats a choice i need to know To live i have to endure the beatings, the evil flashes- that the dark recesses my mind that haunt me, that mock me, that constently wont leave me
Is There Anyway Out Of This Misery
</></>Its coming again, the pain quick as night an when it rains my tears that are falling are driveing me insane is there anyway out of this misery?
There Will Be No One Good Enough
I see you an you see me what we feel between each other is true as can be
If i pray to have a day it seems slim i see the light flash before my eyes i like the feeling not feeling pain if i leave i wont come back
Sometimes What You Do Never Seems Good E...
The girl who hides in jacktets to cover the pain the girl who has been shiped off place to place even in the rain the girl who has been called stupid, ugly, fat, an insane the girl who has been picked on her whole life an wants to die
Why Do You Have To Go?
You lived a long life for this i know I wish you can stay but you have to go you have grown so tired it has shown I will miss you, your never to be alone
Can you really look at me an lie? Lie while you look at me in the eye beliveing with you i have to try with your words you deny
Will i stay or will i go thats a choice i need to know
To live i have to endure the beatings, the evil flashes- that the
my mind that haunt me, that mock me, that constently wont leave me
alone, the evil cruel thoughts of my past that hurt me, causeing me to
bleed an ooze threw the scares that show i have nonething else to give
for or try.
To die always seems to bring a smile on my face, no pain, no blood,
no more beatings, hurting, crying, suffering, no more evil fla