She thinks no one loves her.
She sees herself as just a speck of a dust floating in the universe.
She smiles at the thought of death.
As she clings to her pillow with all her strength.
In a second all of her pain could be gone.
Freedom she calls it.
Even though others may think of it as a tragedy.
She rejoices at the words ringing in her ear.
It sends shivers down her spine from excitement.