Disturbed By Life
I was once a believer in life, until the day I was left alone.
I was eighteen and in love, preparing a life of my own.
My lover once told me, 'You shouldn't resent life'.
My response was, 'I'd rather die by a knife'.
It's not that I was afraid to live, It's just that I wanted to die.
My mother never promised me sanity, she just said I 'd have to try.
I was warned the world would get ugly, but yet I already knew why.
The people stared and pushed me around, they thought they were in contr